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Written By Mary OConnell
Edited by Erin OConnell
I cried out to the Lord, I thought I was going to break! NO MORE PRESSURE
PLEASE!
There was a tree; on the tree I saw a very delicate looking teeny tiny brittle
branch. The bark of the branch looked all dried out and brittle. As I identified with the
branch I cried out to the Lord, Lord if that branch stretches out anymore it will surely
break! As I watched the tree a gust of wind blew, a winter storm was brewing just in time
for Christmas and I cried out to the Lord once more, Please Lord if any more pressure is
applied to the teeny tiny little branch it will surely break.
There is a tree in my backyard that often catches my attention. As I routinely
do my kitchen chores I gaze out my window to see the trees life portrayed before me. Are
the trees, which fill my yard, peering in at me I wonder? Do they see my growth? Do they
watch me through my seasons? What could we possibly have in common?
The wind blew hard, sleet and freezing rain hit against my window. With worry I
watched how the storm was affecting the tree and its teeny tiny brittle branch. The very
branch that once stretched out over my yard to cast its shadow on the ground was now
shrinking being covered with a thick coating of ice. The ice storm came and the teeny tiny
little branch bent, and bent and bent under the weight of the ice and snow until it was
bowed down very low. Its tiny form, although beautiful in its reflection of
the ice storm was bitter sweat as it was a crystal covered coldness that held it so firmly
to the ground. But still it did not break.
Days later I once again looked out my kitchen window to take notice of the tree
with the teeny tiny little branch. Finally the sun came out from behind the clouds and I
was glad because the branch sprang back up from the storm victoriously. Because it had
been such a destructive ice storm I called on the woodsman to come and tend to the trees
in my yard.
I watched him as he surveyed the tree with the teeny tiny little branch. He saw
the branch and grabbed hold of it. He bent the limb back and pulled on it, he twisted it
and ripped through its bark, which to me appeared brittle, but in the hands of the
woodsman it was supple and vibrant. Before my very eyes I saw the woodsman peel back the
layers of the branch to expose the green sinews of its life unto its very core. Then the
woodsman took the tiny branch and twisted it and pulled at it a bit more but to my
surprise through all of this the tiny little branch still did not break.
When the woodsmen realized that this branch was a living branch he knew it would
be too difficult to tear form the tree, he dressed the bark and He released the teeny tiny
brittle branch and it sprung back up with a rustling swoosh to join the other branches.
Now the entire trees branches even the smallest reached upwards towards heaven as if
to praise God.
Then the woodsman disappeared into the greenery to find dead or fallen branches
and that, which was in need of pruning. He gathered all the kindling and brush from the
yard, and that day He made a big fire, the smoke of it billowed up high into the sky where
the teeny tiny branch saw the cloud and wondered
at it.
The storms of life sometimes come when it seems to be the worst of times for
them to appear. But as this story portrays though I may feel like a teeny tiny brittle
branch on the tree, through the eyes of faith I am, in actuality, connected to a very
strong and vibrant living base, which is the life of Christ within me. Though storms
brought tremendous pressure the little branch did not break, though bowed down low it
could not be torn away from the tree. This was due to the branch being an extension of the
tree itself. The sustaining life of the tree is a picture of the vine and the branches. In
time prayerfully spent with Jesus I learned feelings are not always an accurate gauge of
where I think I am at spiritually. I thank God for His truth, His word and His grace to
put my feet on the right path with an accurate knowledge of where I am in Christ Jesus,
which the truth of His word so graciously and mercifully reveals.
IISB NIV: John 15:
I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. He cuts off every branch in
me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will
be even more fruitful. You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you.
Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain
in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.
I am the vine you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will
bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. If anyone does not remain in me he is
like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into
the fire to be burned. If you remain in me and my words in you, ask whatever you wish, and
it will be given you. This is to my Fathers glory, that you bear much fruit, showing
yourselves to be my diciples. As the Farther has loved me, so I have loved you. Now remain
in my love.
STONGS Exhaustive Concordance
Nt #288 [A VINE] as coiling about a support.
#289 a vine worker, pruner
#290 vineyard
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